it takes all my arms to drag you down. sorry.
swallow you whole in the car on the corner so go ahead and cake me up
flake my dimming bulb i look
fucked as a flocked holiday tree where every christmas
i am wider i rarely fit the sink but still
shove my ass in to scrub me to a little less. i am honeyed ham on string
under all this skin
all this skin with nowhere to go.
so no no thanks i’ll not i’d rather not thanks.
i dont want your help or your love or your time i don’t want
any of your things or your eyes i don’t want your hands
or your hugs
i don’t want your gloves on my throat or your thumb in my cunt. no thanks
i want to sit here.
i want to sit here on the floor i want to put my clothes back on and
sit here and
i’ll sit here because this is what i do now this is it.
this is it.